{Though I´m not positive if it´s actually about Jonathan, the song
is about child abuse/rape from his " daddy"}
Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I´m your son
Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I´ll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
A rape in my eyes and on your flesh I´ll eat
You´ve raped!
I feel dirty [I feel daddy] [I fear daddy]
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That´s a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child
I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I´m not alive [not a lie]
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child
{The third time this section is sung, " Mother" is repeated
in the background}
It´s alright
I didn´t touch you there
Mama said she didn´t care
I didn´t touch you there
That´s why mama stopped and stared
I fucking hate you! Mother fucker!
Mother Fucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck You!
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
I wanted to die!
I´m sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh
Why´d you fuck´n do it to me?
I Hate You!
I Fuck´n Hate You!
I Hate You!
Piece of shit!
Why?!
I Hate You!
{The woman´s voice in the background}
When I awake, I´ll see your face
When I awake, I´ll see your light
Mother wake me from my dream
Mother wake me in the . . .
{Becomes indecipherable, any help here is appreciated}
{This outro is Johnathan getting a little excited ( to say the least)
and not planned. They ran out of tape just as he walked out the
booth ( you can hear the door close on the CD). The other band
members were making shit up towards the end to go along with Johnathan}