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Kilowog
Posté le 14 août 2012 à 20:26:39
On est pas des trolls, juste une bande de joyeux débiles
Non sérieux, vas sur le topic bd / comics résistent et t'aura des avis.
My name is Sicks, now I'm 15 and for some months I felt different from the other in high school (before some months i felt different from the other) , I live in Paris.
I have two older brother left home, they are 10 and 7 years older than me.
I always felt exclude from them but not very strongly.
I live in a house in the suburbs, which sucks! this place sucks!
especially since I'm in 3rd (last year of high school before high school).
Before 2 years i felt something, what is it? I don't know, but I feel different, I like nothing, they call me intelligent because of my head but my notes say the cons. I just have 12/20 rating in school.
sports fascinates me very little, especially as I'm shy I do not dare. others think I'm prervers, weird, maybe .. i don't know, since it has a little change, a bit ..
MORE SOON SECRET AND POWERS / INTRO CHARACTER
That is know
My name is : Sicks
I am 15 years old
I live in Paris
I felt strange, different
I have two brothers
I'm at school
Then,
Since three days i started to writing this, i don't know but i feel i need it, especially since i havn't physically or morally changed, but i don't feel me like myself, although i never have really felt it, it's because i grow up? maybe than its because i am between the child and the man?
this morning is the last day of school, after holidays, and after high school ..
i wanna so much go... but ..or not
but two months of holidays will allow me to know if this is high school proffessional, where it is feared.
during the holidays i will not do much ..
in fact, i don't understand the boy my age who is interested in girls, a friend just called me to dredge girls, but i royally mad, i do not think, and since the end school i sleep very badly, i wake up as if I had not slept, i scream but no sound out of my mouth.
when i was telling my friend that i have to go out with him, he is very exited to see girls .. but i go to a party by a college student that i never talk .. to fuck my mouth .
he said with a smile is an opportunity to fuck! even he who has one year was more thoroughly in this hope.
i'll go make me think it was anything other than my nightmares
So i made myself very small i sat and i thought, finally i saw a boy that I glimpse at college, i do not know what he does here as i do, we are alike finally also in the corner is quite shy, little be it was an opportunity to talk to him to have a friend who understands me.
but i have not do anything, i change the look when my friend told me to talk to this girl, i have not done then when he's talking to him i disappear and I'm home ill sleep there, although i have a huge desire to walk outside without end.
Its been over two weeks that i have not wanted to write because i do not have to redo chauchemards its good !
but the nights i dreamed of this shy boy who was at the party, the dream was, me sitting on my chair at the party watching him and him staring at me as soon as he stares at me i see nothing but lies i hear you, you know. you know who you are! or you'll know soon ..
A la base j'ai essayé d'écrire sur un forum US
si vous voulez la traduction en français je peut ! (déjà que mon texte en anglais est nul ).
J'accepte toute critique !